No more hiding in plain daylight

I am scared that as the months pass, you'll start to see my quirks and you'll hate them, and you'll start to hate me, and no amount of kisses i give will compensate for the amount of hate you've built against me.
I'm trying to find myself, and find out who i am, and being with you makes it hard for me to find me and not you.
This was all hard to begin with. Your hard to begin with.
Yet, I'd rather choose the hardest way over losing the only person who can always make me happy.
You need to face the fact that this could bring you to your knees. My medication, and my medication, and my medication is not you! I am faceing the fact that you can not fix my hurts.Caplules could come and go, that chalky taste on my tounge could come and go, my smile might shine and fade and so i am giveing you this chance to fade away. This is your chance to get out before your knees are bleeding and i'm laying here screaming. This is your chance. Speak now or forever hold your peace.