lightless

Q: How many psychiatrists does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Only one but the light bulb has to want to change.

I heard this joke and it reminded me of the this time when my heatlamp bulb got so hot that it melted out of the socket. So the glass bulb was laying there on top of my gecko's cage, but the metal connector and all the wires were still screwed in. This then reminded me of myself and how i am a bit like that light bulb. I wanted to be changed so badly i practically fell out of my socket, but only part off me. My ass is still screwed into the warm, familiar socket. so i've got to find some plyers to unscrew the rest of me. To do that I've got to unplug the entire lamp from the wall so i don't kill myself.

I'm still trying to figure out how the last part of my analogy fits into my life at this point.